It's been a while, sorry bout' that.
I just feel like a stranger everywhere. In my own skin, my own mind. My bed isn't my own, shit- this blog doesn't even feel like it belongs to me.
I just want this all to end. I want to be loved, you don't know how badly I want to be loved by myself.
My mind just isn't shutting off.
Bingebingebinge.fat.ihatemyself.fat.whatiswrongwithme.pathetic.getoveryourself.fat.Ihavetocut.Ineedtocut.worthless.iwanttohide.you.are. nothing.Meaningless.emptiness.pointless.obsolete.
ihatemyself.
Over and over and over.
