She responded back "haha heyy girl.:)" I said something Like "I'm sitting behind you!" and she NEVER responded back. Typical. Story of my life. She was to busy in the super fan section, with guys literally all around her. Of course she can get guys, she has beautiful natural beauty, blonde, tall and skinny.
FOREVER ALONE.The picture explains all. I remember when I lost my phone for two weeks, I had checked it when i finally found it and didn't have any messages. Not a one. The only text messages I get are from my ana texting buddies. Nobody in RL or at my school talks to me.
Basically I'm so behind in the social area. I've never had a boyfriend, nor have I ever gotten close. The kids below my grade are doing better with guys than I am. It's so depressing to even think about.
Well, going on about whats going to happen today. I have to clean my room and I'm fasting again. people were getting suspicious so I ate a slice of pizza. but it's going to be easy to fast today. My mom and dad are at a funeral, my brother is hanging with his friends and later in the day I'm going to this church service thing. So luckily I'll be away from my moms grasps all day. Yess. That reminds me, somehow I'm down two pounds even though I did a very crappy job with my fast. -_- Two pounds closer to my first GW.
HOW ABOUT THAT DEVIN. WHEN I AM ACTUALLY SKINNY WILL I BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU!? WILL I?!
I'll never measure up.