Sunday, July 10, 2011

Absolutely nothing. I'm absolutely 'fine'.

My knees hurt so bad right now. -.- To many squats/lunges. I found a thigh routine that is so killer on my legs its amazing. I'm always sore and I can already see a difference.

whateverrrr. Just a head's up, I was to lazy to check my spelling and such.

Finally decided to do an 'actual' post. I was gone for a week on vacation. And next Friday I'm leaving aging for a week and half. I found this site I' using to log everything I've been eating and it really helps. You also log the calories and the exercise you've done for the day. It's pretty amazing and I LOVE IT. Thisisit.checkitoutyeah?

Basically tomorrow I was thinking about going on this 12 mile uphill hike with my dad and brother tomorrow. But I decided against it. I'm not in shape at all and it wouldn't not be fun. And I told my dad that on the phone and he got pissed. Beyond pissed. He started yelling at my mom in the car and I could hear anything. He thought he hung up but he didn't. I could hear my mom start to cry. He was basically blaming my mom for everything and telling her she was making me and same lazy. I wanted to punch him in the face. I handed the phone over to my brother, he could hear the yelling without even putting the phone to his ear.

I do anywhere Fromm 100-400 sits ups every day. Not to mention jumping jacks and a CRAP LOAD on lunges and squats and your telling me I'm lazy? Not to mention the times I suck out in the morning so I could take a jog around in the morning? WTF. I try to go to the gym but me and my mom have different schedules and I have to rely on her to take me or either drop me off. Apparently he ended up jumping out of the car and walking 2 miles home. Basically I cried while my brother hugged me for a while. Him on the verge of crying but never doing it. He likes to act strong but will then go to his room and cry. He's 19 and sensitiveness so yeah.

Over the past couple of year I have lost so much respect for my dad. He just pisses me off and this is the second day in row I've gone into my room and psychically said out loud I hate him! I really hate him". Our personalities just get under each others skin all the time. Especially with what he did today. I have no respect for people like that.

After my mom got home I just couldn't stay there. I felt sick to my stomach and just wanted to leave. So me and my mom left while my brother stayed home and lye on the couch, looking sick to his stomach as well. This isn't the first time we've had to leave because of my dad's anger issues. SO we went to the mall....walked around. Bought a pair of earnings and a bracelet. There wasn't much to do because it was 7:30. So we went and saw Bridesmaids again. soo funny.

What a crappy day though. I thought my dad had gotten better with his anger but I guess not. Man. I can't even wait to get the hell out of here.


  1. Ouuuu nice site! That sounds like a heck of a lot of exercise. You definitely aren't lazy. Ignore your dad :(. I hope your dad isn't too much trouble for the next while. And to those knees - feel better! xoxo

  2. That's a lot of exercise; you're sooo not lazy.
    Don't let your dad get to you.
    Rest up and feel better.

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