Tuesday, February 1, 2011

False Love and Affection

So today sucked. And so did yesterday.

First off let me say I saw Devin talking to FREAKING Alicia. Like there buddies. FU-SDJAGOHKASD. Like wth how long have they known each other. This is freaking great. Of course when I saw them, I got that pit feeling in my stomach. The voice in my head said:

"Your freaking idiot. If you would have apologized with Alicia instead of being a jerk you could be sitting them right now. You could be talking to him. "
The image of them talking kept going over and over in my mind last night when I couldn't sleep.

Then, today was the first day of the second semester for me classes 1-4. I was excited because I would be starting drawing. Well guess what, freakin Danika AKA SLUT (and my so called 'friend' -_-), talked to this kid named Owen the entire class time in Drawing2. I felt like such a third wheel. He was one of the few guys I've ever felt relatively comfortable around. Same taste in music, really chill...ect. Sadly he has a girlfriend so I'm staying out of it. But apparently Danika didn't get that message. Her big freaking boobs were hanging out of her shirt and at every little thing he said she giggled like a maniac.
At least at the end of class me wrote on a paper of songs I should look up and gave it to me. So that made me feel a little better. I'm going to save it. Yes, I'm pathetic, you didn't know that already?

Also. Calorie count today was crap.
Chocolate muffin: 690. AKSJDH.
2 Poptarts:
400. fml
Wendy's Jr. Buger: 230
Fiber One bar: 140
TOTAL: 1,460
Can you tell I was emotionally eating today. I'm pissed. I was doing so well. I know it could have been A LOT WORSE so...ugh. But I've decided it wasn't a binge because I felt in control the entire time. Thats whats said about it. -_-

Anyway. Lately I've been really obsessed with the sun, whether it be rising or setting. Something about it is really beautiful.I took some pictures. So here they are.

x. You are to late, I took them down.

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