Sunday, June 24, 2012

Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me

Always too fat, too ugly, lazy, shy, too stupid to be loved.

When will I ever realize this. I have come to the conclusion of acceptably. Its time to grow up, it's time to face the unavoidable fate. It's time to move on and let live.

I forgive you, both A & C, for all the shitty things you guys both did to me. Not so much do I forgive you but I am forgiving myself, for my nativity, arrogance, judgment and pride.

1 comment:

  1. No one can be too fat or ugly or shy or stupid to be loved.

    I don't know you, but I am pretty sure judging by your profile picture that you're actually really beautiful.
    I don't think you're fat either.
    Nor stupid.

    As for the shy thing - I can't tell if you're shy or not, but I'm shy and that doesn't give people a reason to not love me - just like it doesn't give people a reason to not love you.
    No one can go "yeah, they're really nice, pretty, funny, smart. But they're shy. So I can't love them" :p
    I don't fully think people can control too much who they love and who they don't love. Your personality helps define who YOU are which makes people love you.
    If they don't, that's their problem - not yours.
    And I bet it's their loss too.

    I don't know what you're forgiving A and C for, but I am pretty certain you don't need to forgive yourself. IF you are/were naive and arrogant and such - then that doesn't give them any right to do "shitty things" to you. You don't need to be forgiven because you don't need to be sorry. They do, by sounds of things.

    Take care, xxxx